Sunday, June 14, 2009

Incoming

buzz buzz buzz...
The jean pocket goes
I glance and hit ignore in disgrace
I dont deserve this do I?
Why does he keep coming back?
I keep hittin ignore, dismiss, mute..
Come over
Lets get out
What you doin
The demands to see me file in endlessly
I tell myself he doesnt care
If he did he wouldnt have done those things
Remember the pool
The disgusted looks on peoples faces
The looks of pity from his own friends faces
They all tried to warn you
But now the punishment wears me down
buzz buzz buzz...
Deep breath
The favorite chic flick has been resorted to full of passion and intensity
It doesnt help
Nothing does
Even the closest friends wisdom seems like poppycock
buzz buzz buzz..
All I can do is turn away
Hit that ignore button one more time
If I don't its just one more crack in my foundation
No one wants to be that girl
No one wants to see me be that girl
I wont be that girl.
The emptiness will take time to fill
Everything takes time
You know what he wants
He has got enough
Now with closed eyes I think over and over again
He does not care. He does not care. He does not care.
He actually does not care........
Kate Nash - Foundations
Hilary Duff - The Getaway

2 comments:

  1. Nope and I am sorry but I dont give out my name. I'm just a girl who plays tennis and loves to write on my blog bout my life and stuff. :)

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