Today I completely destroyed my room cleaning out the vast amount of useless stuff I own. It was like I had to get rid of all the rubagge in my life. Like I have so much baggage on me right now. I feel weighed down and it slowly drains more of me each day. I needed air so I dug myself a hole threw everything to enable myself a small breathing hole. Its a start and ill take it I guess. I have extremely bad luck and itI know everyone says they do but geez...I really do. This past year I have failed at everything thrown in my path. Its like balancing on a beam and now matter how I place my weight or reposition myself I cant stay on. So I keep getting back on and giving it another go but each time I fall I get another bruise and I get even more tired. Each time I get back up that goal to balance myself is even less appealing. I know I sound emo and depressed but really I am just tired. All I want if for soemthing to work out. For something to be easy and for me to accomlish with a great outcome. But nothing in life is easy and that applys for everyone. All we can every do is our best but even someones best can emotionally wear them.
The Classic Crime - Salt In The Snow
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The Classic Crime - Everything
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oh man,
ReplyDeletecleaning stuff sucks while your'e doing it but feels so good after.
and then u mess it up again soon.
humph.
i think you're doing fine though,
this year has been hard for a lotta ppl
Yeah. It has. My friend just told me awful news. I am so sick of guys hurting people.
ReplyDeletemen suck and so does cleaning your room.
ReplyDeletei always mess things up afterwords
Ha word. I'm with ya there chic.
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