Wednesday, June 10, 2009

Unwanted Care


Wow lookie here I finally have a free moment. Isn't this nice. Ok so I shall start my story leaving for Arizona.....

So we left and went to the airport to fly to Arizona and we got us some serious Starbucks. Ventis barely lasted us the first ten minutes of the flight though it was depressing. We pretty much listened to our ipods and read Cosmopolitian the whole time. It was great. Hehe. But lets see before I left I hooked up with my old umm well idk what to call him. I guess guy I kissed all the time and so I didnt want to be like that again so I told the guy, Gino, that I needed to be in a relationship to do anything with him so we decided to be together the day I left for my wEeK long trip. I shouldve know that would hard.
But so the first day we tanned and may I just say we didnt get any sun there. We just had weird reactions to the funky sun. But we went to a water park and relized everyone is on steroids there and attempted to get tan. Didnt work. One day we went on The Salty River tube thing and we sat in a tube for four hours. Yes four and got hit on by older men and saw wild horses. That was charming. We saw Sedona and all kinds of jazz. It was a LONG week considering I was attempting to make a relationship work. I failed.
Somehow we decided to go back to friends with benefits and I hate that and then now idk what we are cause I am frustrated and hurt and I really like this guy and I HATE it. Also one of my other guy friends likes me and idk how I feel bout that. Is it a good or bad thing? I am so lost right now and well sore cause Summer tennis training is brutal and I helped my friend move into her new house today. Oh and Gino keeps trying to get together with me but he uped and ignored me yesterday in front of his friends. Wtf? What does he want.
This post probably makes no sense since I am so tired. I am so sorry.

I Wish - The Secret Handshake
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wBR0lXD0hEs

Undressing The Words- The Maine
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=FBpiFWfSKlw

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