Tuesday, July 7, 2009

Therapy

Ya know I started this blog was a in a really rough spot in my life. I had been used by a guy for the first time physically, I hadnt been talking to my good friends cause I was lost in all the trouble I had gotten myself into, I was involved with the wrong ppl, I had thrown myself into focusing on my DECA project and my life was just cracked and broken like glass. I couldnt get the full image of myself through to myself or anyone at that time. This blog was and still is my own special form of therapy. I vent and express myself without restrictions on here. It aloud me to mend and slowly put my peices back together. I needed the blog. It was my own form of a diary. I have always hated diaries so this fitted me well. I have my life pretty well together right now for the most part. Its still rough around the edges but I am working on sanding those out with the help of my friends and family. Its like its a neyear for me starting now. I want to do better and be better. I want to be able to look at myself or my friends and look straight into somones eyes and say that I am the best person I ca be. I want to be able to do that again. Soon I will be able to.

Britney Spears - Shattered Glass

4 comments:

  1. wow.
    you did a really great job.
    that sounds wicked intense.
    very strong of you.
    =]]

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  2. Aww thank you luvie. I dont think it was strong of me cause I made mistakes countless times before I learned but as long as I did learn ya know? I am getting there :)

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  3. that is soooo being strong.
    you got through it.
    and with major flair :)

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  4. Thank ya luv. I strive to keep a little flair in my life here and there.

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