Ok so ahhhh... Let me reflect here for a moment. The player I discussed in my previous post totally let me go the other day. Ouch. See he used to want to be with me for real in a relationship but I got scared then and I pushed him away and that hurt him and he didnt wait for me and I dont blame him. But I have feelings for him now and he moved on and didnt wait for me so he doesnt want to be together. I ruined everything and I just hate that so fucking much. I know I deserve and can do better but......just ugh it hurts. But theres my ranting reflecting moment. Quite pathetic I know.
Hmm I am going to this big competition thing next weekend and there is a cutie, John, who I would like to chill with. We get the whole hotel to oursleves and no restrcitions besides we need to be in our rooms by twleve. Now that I can work with. It would be nice if we got to hang a bit and I also would like to party a bit while I am there. Guess whose excited? Ha well lots of love chics and dudes.
Owl City - Rainbow Veins
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2EsMHFXdLxI
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