Let the Fire Consume You So You May Rise From The Ashes

Ok so ahhhh... Let me reflect here for a moment. The player I discussed in my previous post totally let me go the other day. Ouch. See he used to want to be with me for real in a relationship but I got scared then and I pushed him away and that hurt him and he didnt wait for me and I dont blame him. But I have feelings for him now and he moved on and didnt wait for me so he doesnt want to be together. I ruined everything and I just hate that so fucking much. I know I deserve and can do better but......just ugh it hurts. But theres my ranting reflecting moment. Quite pathetic I know.
Hmm I am going to this big competition thing next weekend and there is a cutie, John, who I would like to chill with. We get the whole hotel to oursleves and no restrcitions besides we need to be in our rooms by twleve. Now that I can work with. It would be nice if we got to hang a bit and I also would like to party a bit while I am there. Guess whose excited? Ha well lots of love chics and dudes.

Owl City - Rainbow Veins
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2EsMHFXdLxI

Oh this is jsut ridiculous now

God i'm tired...ugh ok ill type my post now. I am obviously so dedicated. :P So....well my life has just be dandy. I got to talk to the cutie in my entrepreneurship class today. Well actually he talked to me. Gotta love him and those gorgeous blue eyes. Hehe.
Man I get SO tired after I eat its ridiculous. Like I just ate chinese and I am practically falling asleep at the comp.
Ya know, I use this blog thingy ma jig to rant about guy shit alot. Sweet.
Speaking of guy shit this guy I totally madeout with on Valentines day has been playin me Hot n Cold. Its killin me cause damn it I wanna be with the player although he is extremely unhealthy for me. -sigh- Such bad choices I make but hey I usually have lots of fun with those suckers.

Katy Perry - Hot n Cold
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=y-LhyAVzDBI

The Veronicas - Untouched
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4Ekb6cgxjRQ

Forlicing on Valentines

So ah Valentines day...So much can happen on this holiday. From hooking up to a romantic evening alot can happen. I personally enjoyed my Valentines or atleast I did for the most part. Post your Valentines Day happenings and share your forlicing moments. Hehe if you post I may just share my own. Lots of Love Babes!


Candle (Sick and Tired) - The White Tie Affair
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=cTRhrTY_OrY

Get Some Balls Boyz

Ok so whats with guys and not maning up and asking a girl out eh? I just don't understand. I mean the guy knows the girl likes him and that she is putting in effort to see him yet he still can't even ask her on a date. I want a guy for once to just say what he is thinking instead of saying what he thinks will make me happy. Cmon now boyz I know you have got to have a little more originality than that. So frustrating. Well my boy aint gonna man up in time for Valentines Day obviously unless he gets some balls tommorow so hmmm... we shall see.
I need to get out the bloody house already. Geez. My mom has me on lockdown. Oh well that won't last. It never does cause really she has no control on me. I will do whatever my little soul pleases. She told me to change out of my booty shorts for when I had my guy friends over and guess what I wore? My booty shorts and may I say I worked them.
Ha I so stole one of my buddies Baseball jacket today. He is pissed but he shall deal cause he aint getting this sucker back. I likie.


Don't Trust Me - 3Oh!3
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=O5JFdJkBLUI

Geez so suspicious

Well I am quite sorry for my disappearing act. I have been in training and well that takes ups alot of my precious time. I have try outs today for the team so fingers crossed peoples.

Now everyone I am new at this blog thing obviously and I have no clue what I am doing half the time so I am sorry if it was wrong of me to intrude and become a follwer on your blog. Just delete me or whatever you do cause I just did what the little pop up told me plus you guys has some wicked sweet blogs. So excuse.

Akon - Beautiful
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=blMtpaEE4SU

Oh Goodness. Parents wtf?

Ah drama...It is the basic building blocks of what we call the teen life today. Like no shit but what is with parents and assuming things eh? They know absolutely nothing. zero. kaput. I mean we let them believe but cmon do they really have to be know-it-alls and assume what we chose to do or not do? Ive done some crap and I get stressed and my mom is like "I know why your stressed and its no big deal" and she has no clue. If she knew half of what I did I would be in a all girls school right now. Psh as if that would stop me but like I said bvefore we can let them believe.
Also what do parents believe they can accomplish by taking our phones? Um nothing. Wtf....so stupid I will still stay in contact with the outside world and livemy dramatic life to the fullest. I don't need a phone to do that. I am a big girl and can drive myself anywhere I please. They will never learn. Any opinions on this? I would LoVe to hear some charming rambling!

Panic at the Disco - Time to Dance
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-6x9drGXBVw