Stay Your Beautful Self

Ok I am going to be straight to the point here and not ramble like my last post. Love who you are and don't change yourself for anyone but yourself. Life is short and its pointless to waste it hating who you are, how you look, or what you do with your life. YOU can change your life if your not satisfied with it but only change it cause YOU arnt happy with yourself not because some asshole isnt. It makes me really mad to see stupid people go and cut themselves and throw their lives away cause life is "tough" or cause they "dont fit in".

You know you see those popular bubbly people who always have a bunch of friends and they are just so damn happy? You know what those people have that make them that way? Confidence. Confidence is one of the most atractive qualities a person can pocess. Knowing who you are and being happy in your own skin gives you that quality.
Why not be yourself? I ask that cause SO many people chose not to be themself. They do what their stupid "friends" do or just do what they think will make them cool. Real friends love you for you and everyone is cool in their own way. Why go around trying to be cool when really you look like a stupid shit doing it? All I am here saying is that you should BE YOURSELF peoples cause you can be a beautful person but to do that you have to take off that mask you hide behind.

The Last Goodnight - Stay Beautiful

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=H5c2iTcSlbE

Life is A BigAss Book

So you know how moms would go on how boys will one day be "banging down the door" for you when you were younger, right? Everyone would tell you how cute and beautiful you are growing up and how smart you are. Your friends would tell ya that guy you like isnt that bad looking and that he is "funny". Even you would stand in front of the mirror and tell yourself that crazy form of art that you called your hair is cool. Also growing up you would tell yourself oh I am not fat I am just still growing up.
Well... looking back we all know that is the biggest bunch of bullshit ever. Like i'm not shittin ya here.
We were all the biggest bunch of freaks growing up. Full of size fourteen jeans, bad style choices, and a big built up ego that our familys gave us with their big but lies. Its pathetic and quite tragic that that is how it is but that just is how it is. All of this sounds just stupid and and a bunch of rambling but hey I am getting to my point here and that point is that everything we were and did growing up made us who we are today. Yes, I did just make that red to show off my pretty point. :P
But! alright so technically our life is a big empty book when we pop out of our mommies and then as each day goes we add to it. Occasionaly changing the binding or the mind set of the book. Each event leads to another and each person added to your tale makes a the very least a slight impact on your future. Hmmm......... I am done with this thought although I could go father with it but I have had another one....I am going now to make another post. Haha sorry luvies.

John Mayer - No Such Thing
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Ya93JWrdxFc

The Feeling

So I get these feelings ever once in while. Its a feeling that like something is gonna happen. It could be a good or bad happening though. I had the feeling before my first kiss, before I hit my friend in the face with a racket and knocked her bloody tooth out, before I passed out in the shower once, and etc. Tons of things have occured after I have had the feeling. I have this feeling now. My life has just now calmed down but of course the feeling has come back at this moment. What will happen, I don't know, I want it to be good. I need something good to happen in my life for goodness sakes.

Portions of Foxes - Rilo Kiley
http://www.playlist.com/searchbeta/tracks#portions%20for%20foxes

Here is a qoute from my friend Hannah. These are her exact words but I did my best. I thought this was so bloody cute!

"Girls like sex! But can't have it cause they get prego! Boys like sex! They can have it though cause they dont get prego!"

Here Are A Few of My Favorite Things..

There are many things in life that make us happy. Everyone is different. Some like the brisk cold of winter especially when it snows while others like the warmth of the sun on their back during the summer. A person is not defined by their favorite things but it is one of thebuilding blocks to who they are. So here are a few of my favorite things. I would love for you to comment and share your own. :)

Girls Just Wanna Have Fun - Miley Cyrus
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=UmzDyOAaRJE

I know, I know its Miley Cyrus but ya know I kinda like this song and although I am definetly not a fan of hers I am a fan of this song and I like the upbeatness she has added to this song.


Tennischic's Favs:

A mildly warm day where everything feels right. The wind is light and breezy just where is doesnt screw up your hair but makes it look windswept and sexy. The sun is warm and gives you the sun kissed look and makes you proud to be in your own skin. This day gives you the adrenaline rush to be you and be proud of all of who you are.

Poptarts and coffee on a spring morning. You sit in the hottub jamming to your fav music and sipping on your coffee. You sing along to a song such as Cyndi Laupers - Girls Just Want To Have Fun with the morning sounds awakening the rest of the world. Of course the poptarts have to be your favorite.

Shopping, such a exhilarating experience. Finding the perfect fli flops or buying a killer pair of jeans that make your ass look aMaZiNg. These moments although sounding fickle just add to good day and make you happy although material things in life arnt that important but you love them anyway.

Tennis....A good day at the local club or public courts with the sun shining and a Starbucks iced vanilla latte is the perfect tennis day. Running through drills and perfecting your backhand just rushes me with excitment and energy. Make the best of the fun workout.

Holding the hand of a guy that you really care about. Getting the feeling that you care about him and he feels the same. He traces your hand even so slightly and softly and ever touch sends a buzz of emotion up your arm into your heart. The same goes for getting a cute text from the guy you have a big crush on. Seeing that he has said you are beautiful or cute. It puts a big smile on your face even though you know the sweetheart is full of it.
Walking into a room and catching a couple guys eyes on you. Nothing is more fun that playing eye games with a cute guy. You know you have won the game to when he mans up and comes over to ask for your number.

Talking to your friend and just connecting with them. Having the feeling youve grown closer and became better friends even though you already know that friend already is the best friend ever.

I have many favorite things but these are just a few of mine that I thought I would share. I hope some people share theirs.

Lots of Love,
Tennischic

Sexting...WTF?

So the other day I was chillin at my friends house and her little sister and her mom where there and her sister goes and says, "Sexting is illegal." Sexting is apparently having phone sex. This is a new term for me and I am not even old. But so I sat there and seriously had a fight with a 12 year old about whether "sexting" was legal or not. Yes, I did this right in front of this little girls mother. Her mom kinda just sat there and stared. But see I knew I was right and that is wasnt illegal so I had to prove myself right. Ah..ridiculously good times.

Magical Walks

So I havent been able to have a good chat with my bffl, Courtney, in forever. I have missed that girl a great deal and its been rough cause I have had quite a bit going on and I need that her. Last summer we would walk all the time and we just talked about everything together and those walks always had the magical ability to make me smile and feel better. They made our beautiful friendship even more beautiful. So the other day after we got back from tennis camp we went for a walk. I got to talk her about alot of stuff I havent been able to. It was so nice and I look forward to more of those walks. Spring is in the air ppls! And summer is on its way!

Ha one of my DECA advisors is determined that spring means girls fights and PDA and she had to break up a fight yesterday and it was ridiculous. She just kept mumbling "spring is here." under her breath. Haha gotta love that women.

Ray J ft Yung Berg - Sexy Can I
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=RiQ7CksjI7I

This song reminds Courtney of the summer. Wtf? :P

Pass The Chocolate Covered Strawberry Icecream Plz

So another day and may I say I am being very commited to this blog over break. I just love being on it.
Hmmm well I was forced to play tennis today. See I thought I actually was gonna get a break today but no I was made to go to the public courts and play. My feet went numb and hurt like hell but oh dont worry about that cause we had to play. Psh whatever. I did get me some freaken good ice cream after though. It was Chocolate Covered Strawberry icecream and I just loved it and ate ALL of it. I am such a fattie.
So topic for the moment: Is confidence attractive to guys? I really dont know if it is or not. Like I am a aggressive, straight forward and, according to my friends, confident girl. Are these qualities attractive to guys? This is an interesting topic. Like I know what guys like physically. Not to sound dirty or whatever :P but I dont know what they like personality or character wise. I have so many guys issues its pathetic but I want all you lovies opinions.
My opinion really is that I can't change who I am and I wont change for a guy. A guy who truly loves or cares about you will love your personality and who you are regardless. The qualities that attract a guy I personally think change with the guy. Its like going back to the whole love being a game thing. The way the game is played matters on the guy and how strategic he is.

Soulja Boy Tell`em - Kiss Me Thru The Phone
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QhwQay4QiOw

I was singing to this song while driving today. Its the shit.