Mango Tea and Unreturned Love

2 days till I leave for Cali

This stupid boy cant take a hint.

I love Sonic Mango Tea. Its the shit.

Sorry for the short post D:


Lit - My own worse enemy
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=my9zJF6fZ9I

I'm A Dang Slacker

Oh boy I have not posted in fOrEvEr. O_o I am a horrible person.

I am so sorry all my blog lovas! Like I said I am horrible person but I shall now post and hopefully make up for my abscence a bit.
So I got a new car! Its very nice and lets me get from one party to the next :D I really do like it. It is just a simple impala but still its the shit.

I LOVE WITH A MAD BURNING PASSION Never Shout Never. Ha i'm such a silly goose but still their music is really good. Maybe I will include some of it in this here post. If you are lucky that is. Ha.

Boys absolutely DO NOT know their limits. Like that boy I fooled around with who just wanted to be friends is pushing it. He wanted to be friends right? Well after alot of work on his part I decided to just let it go and be his friend but no he cant just be happy with what I give him no he has to push his friend limits. He is gettin WAY to close to me and is just being a big ass flirt. It makes my life hard cause I have moved on and I liked the closure of just being friends but no no he has to be an asshole. -sigh- What can I expect? That is what he is in my phone as.

Random Opinions From Me:

• Black nail polish is for everyone not just emotional wrecked people.
• Hot tubs are magical thinking tubs.
• Those quite kinda cute guys in middle school can get supa hot
• Books are a way to escape
• Coffee although bad for you is the shit ( I have to stop drinking it cause I am gaining weight D: )
• Guy friends are beautiful in times of need for advice
• Parents are incompetent freaks
• Friends with boyfriends tend to have sexual tension issues
• Sexy underwear can make ya feel great even though no one can see them
• A girl has no issue cussing a guy out
• Late night movies are calming
• Freeze pops are magical sick food
• Sexting is an actually term. Yeah I know. WTF?
• Music is calming
• Advil is a beautiful drug
• I am a fattie
• Smoothies may be able to replace my coffee addiction

Oh goodness. So I am going to California next week for DECA. It is gonna be SO much fun. Although the thought of me in a bathing suit isnt to fond to me right now. I can't wait! Geez its gonna be sweet!

I love sayin "Are you shittin me" to people. It adds emphases -sp?-

Big City Dreams - Never Shout Never
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ukZ755_tRoQ

Your Biggest Fan - Never Shout Never
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=bWreHn1FDCc&feature=related

Needy Boys. Tsk Tsk. Your Pathetic.

Boys are so stupid. They use and abuse you and leave and then they come back crying that they need you or your freindship. Why do they do that? Cause they bloody need ya to keep their lives exciting.

Ya chics know that guy I had a thing with? We were kinda just casually fooled around a bit here and there. I posted about it awhile ago. Well to keep ya updated. I finally told him that I wanted a real relationship with him and he told me he just wanted to be friends. Psh I was not gonna be his friend so I just was a bitch to him cause the asshole used me. Even though he is convinced he didnt. He says he didnt cause "I didnt stop doing stuff with him so its also my fault" but see I thought he liked me and that he wanted to be with me but he didnt like and he didnt stop. I didnt stop cause I actually liked him. I wasnt using him. Whatever he wasnt worth my time but hey I learned from it and had a good time for awhile :) but yeah so he is texting me and is like "I want you to be my friend. Your friendship means alot to me and I never meant to hurt and I know you know that!" So dramatic ay? He needs to chill I just told him its whatever and he starts whining that he doesnt want things to be that way and that he wants me to want to be his friend. Well so I just was like man if you actually try to be my friend maybe ill try. Want to know a little secret? I am not gonna try to be his friend. He isnt worth my time but he is my partner in Marketing for the rest of the year so I have to civil I guess.

But see guys need us ladies but we do not need them. Now some of us think we do but we dont. What we do need in life is friends and their love but you do not need a fickle boys love even though it is nice to have. Guys are like testing a new type of medicine. You can have a good or bad reaction to it. Some guys work well for you. They give you a special glow that just brings out the best in you. Some guys dont though. They bring out the worst and make you go into a gloomy state that isnt you. They ruin the great person you are and replace your true self with a shadow of it. Put yourself before a guy chics cause that is the right choice.
Guys need us though. They will deny they dont but they really do know they need us and that kills them inside.


Britney Spears - Toxic
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=TkIytHD5v9c

Christina Aguilera - Aint No Other Man
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=P-Flgwb1pI8

Kiss Me In Cali

So I have my National DECA Competition coming up and as you should know it is in California. I can't wait to leave. I want this trip to be amazing and mostly I just want something brilliant to happen. I want magic, drama, and some romance while I am there! Goodbye stressful life and here I come Cali with high hopes and expectations. I mean I just want something just great to happen. If you look back on my post The Feeling or whatever I named it :P I talked about feeling like something was gonna happen soon well I think it is gonna happen in California and I just can't wait to see what is it. I know it could be good or bad but I have never been one to hide from the future so all I can say here is Bring It!

Metro Station - California
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jTHryFNWpxU

Phantom Planet - California
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=oNRs0RM3EEE

Vagueness Will Be The Death of Us All. Goodness.

I absolutely hate with a mad burning passion when people are vague. It is so bloody annoying. Like try saying something that isnt the words yeah or ok. I will kill all you vague people out there. Now I guess I must admit I can be vague or short with someone when I am upset or pissed off. I will just be like whatever. ok. Uh huh.
Its really freaken crazy cause this vagueness will drive you up a wall. Oh! and I just despise when A guy I like is vague with me. I am like just speak up and say something worth listening to. For real when ppl are vague you have to try to revive the conversation. That is alot of damn work to do all in ur lonesome. Vagueness is just awful and it is killing my brain cells. I need more vivd responses.
-sigh- oh well I shall go back to my assload of work now.

Carolina Liar - Im not over
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=N--6zikJ-9c

Power Shoes

It's amazing how a new pair of shoes can make you feel fabuous, powerful, and confident.They instantly change your mood and let you stride with a charming air about ya. Shoes are like a power boost. They give you energy to make it through the rest of your day.

For instance when I was at DECA competition I had just gotten the CuTeSt black stilettos. Those shoes let me walk into the judging room with confidence and I owned the halls full of DECA contenders. Shoes are powerful I tell ya.

Now I may sound just off my rocker here but sseriously think about it ladies. Hvae you ever just felt better cause you feel like you look better even if its just on your feet. Shoes are the shiz and they can make your outfit.

SOOOO NOT a country fan but this song fits for this here post.

Kellie Pickler - Red High Heels

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=g-aBSh2-O5I

Worth it?

Is going for a guy you care about worth losing the amazing friendship you already have with him?

Should've Said No-Taylor Swift
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hgczyQjHGhk

-this song totally reminds me of my last guy drama- :P

Many Adventures Ahead

I want to travel.

I want to see the the world through my own amber/green eyes.

Not the eys of the rest of the world.

The busy streets of New York. The vintage image of jolly old England.

I want to see it all.

To study in Spain in their world famous Aquarium. To dive in the Great Barrier Reef.

The hills of Scotland.

The sexy British accents that thrive in London.

So many things to see and do.

Spin on teacups in Disneyland till you lose it.

Kiss a special someone in the rain.

Shop in L.A.

Drink coffee in italy.

Go through amazing bookstores found in hidden places.

Wimbledon in London

So much to do yet so little time.

Why does anyone want to stay in one place and not even visit the rest of our wonderful world?

This answer I do not have.

All I do know is that I want to see as much as I can.

What will you go see next?

Vanessa Carlton - A Thousand Miles

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pnkvhi1XOR8