Stay Your Beautful Self

Ok I am going to be straight to the point here and not ramble like my last post. Love who you are and don't change yourself for anyone but yourself. Life is short and its pointless to waste it hating who you are, how you look, or what you do with your life. YOU can change your life if your not satisfied with it but only change it cause YOU arnt happy with yourself not because some asshole isnt. It makes me really mad to see stupid people go and cut themselves and throw their lives away cause life is "tough" or cause they "dont fit in".

You know you see those popular bubbly people who always have a bunch of friends and they are just so damn happy? You know what those people have that make them that way? Confidence. Confidence is one of the most atractive qualities a person can pocess. Knowing who you are and being happy in your own skin gives you that quality.
Why not be yourself? I ask that cause SO many people chose not to be themself. They do what their stupid "friends" do or just do what they think will make them cool. Real friends love you for you and everyone is cool in their own way. Why go around trying to be cool when really you look like a stupid shit doing it? All I am here saying is that you should BE YOURSELF peoples cause you can be a beautful person but to do that you have to take off that mask you hide behind.

The Last Goodnight - Stay Beautiful

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=H5c2iTcSlbE

Life is A BigAss Book

So you know how moms would go on how boys will one day be "banging down the door" for you when you were younger, right? Everyone would tell you how cute and beautiful you are growing up and how smart you are. Your friends would tell ya that guy you like isnt that bad looking and that he is "funny". Even you would stand in front of the mirror and tell yourself that crazy form of art that you called your hair is cool. Also growing up you would tell yourself oh I am not fat I am just still growing up.
Well... looking back we all know that is the biggest bunch of bullshit ever. Like i'm not shittin ya here.
We were all the biggest bunch of freaks growing up. Full of size fourteen jeans, bad style choices, and a big built up ego that our familys gave us with their big but lies. Its pathetic and quite tragic that that is how it is but that just is how it is. All of this sounds just stupid and and a bunch of rambling but hey I am getting to my point here and that point is that everything we were and did growing up made us who we are today. Yes, I did just make that red to show off my pretty point. :P
But! alright so technically our life is a big empty book when we pop out of our mommies and then as each day goes we add to it. Occasionaly changing the binding or the mind set of the book. Each event leads to another and each person added to your tale makes a the very least a slight impact on your future. Hmmm......... I am done with this thought although I could go father with it but I have had another one....I am going now to make another post. Haha sorry luvies.

John Mayer - No Such Thing
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Ya93JWrdxFc

The Feeling

So I get these feelings ever once in while. Its a feeling that like something is gonna happen. It could be a good or bad happening though. I had the feeling before my first kiss, before I hit my friend in the face with a racket and knocked her bloody tooth out, before I passed out in the shower once, and etc. Tons of things have occured after I have had the feeling. I have this feeling now. My life has just now calmed down but of course the feeling has come back at this moment. What will happen, I don't know, I want it to be good. I need something good to happen in my life for goodness sakes.

Portions of Foxes - Rilo Kiley
http://www.playlist.com/searchbeta/tracks#portions%20for%20foxes

Here is a qoute from my friend Hannah. These are her exact words but I did my best. I thought this was so bloody cute!

"Girls like sex! But can't have it cause they get prego! Boys like sex! They can have it though cause they dont get prego!"

Here Are A Few of My Favorite Things..

There are many things in life that make us happy. Everyone is different. Some like the brisk cold of winter especially when it snows while others like the warmth of the sun on their back during the summer. A person is not defined by their favorite things but it is one of thebuilding blocks to who they are. So here are a few of my favorite things. I would love for you to comment and share your own. :)

Girls Just Wanna Have Fun - Miley Cyrus
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=UmzDyOAaRJE

I know, I know its Miley Cyrus but ya know I kinda like this song and although I am definetly not a fan of hers I am a fan of this song and I like the upbeatness she has added to this song.


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A mildly warm day where everything feels right. The wind is light and breezy just where is doesnt screw up your hair but makes it look windswept and sexy. The sun is warm and gives you the sun kissed look and makes you proud to be in your own skin. This day gives you the adrenaline rush to be you and be proud of all of who you are.

Poptarts and coffee on a spring morning. You sit in the hottub jamming to your fav music and sipping on your coffee. You sing along to a song such as Cyndi Laupers - Girls Just Want To Have Fun with the morning sounds awakening the rest of the world. Of course the poptarts have to be your favorite.

Shopping, such a exhilarating experience. Finding the perfect fli flops or buying a killer pair of jeans that make your ass look aMaZiNg. These moments although sounding fickle just add to good day and make you happy although material things in life arnt that important but you love them anyway.

Tennis....A good day at the local club or public courts with the sun shining and a Starbucks iced vanilla latte is the perfect tennis day. Running through drills and perfecting your backhand just rushes me with excitment and energy. Make the best of the fun workout.

Holding the hand of a guy that you really care about. Getting the feeling that you care about him and he feels the same. He traces your hand even so slightly and softly and ever touch sends a buzz of emotion up your arm into your heart. The same goes for getting a cute text from the guy you have a big crush on. Seeing that he has said you are beautiful or cute. It puts a big smile on your face even though you know the sweetheart is full of it.
Walking into a room and catching a couple guys eyes on you. Nothing is more fun that playing eye games with a cute guy. You know you have won the game to when he mans up and comes over to ask for your number.

Talking to your friend and just connecting with them. Having the feeling youve grown closer and became better friends even though you already know that friend already is the best friend ever.

I have many favorite things but these are just a few of mine that I thought I would share. I hope some people share theirs.

Lots of Love,
Tennischic

Sexting...WTF?

So the other day I was chillin at my friends house and her little sister and her mom where there and her sister goes and says, "Sexting is illegal." Sexting is apparently having phone sex. This is a new term for me and I am not even old. But so I sat there and seriously had a fight with a 12 year old about whether "sexting" was legal or not. Yes, I did this right in front of this little girls mother. Her mom kinda just sat there and stared. But see I knew I was right and that is wasnt illegal so I had to prove myself right. Ah..ridiculously good times.

Magical Walks

So I havent been able to have a good chat with my bffl, Courtney, in forever. I have missed that girl a great deal and its been rough cause I have had quite a bit going on and I need that her. Last summer we would walk all the time and we just talked about everything together and those walks always had the magical ability to make me smile and feel better. They made our beautiful friendship even more beautiful. So the other day after we got back from tennis camp we went for a walk. I got to talk her about alot of stuff I havent been able to. It was so nice and I look forward to more of those walks. Spring is in the air ppls! And summer is on its way!

Ha one of my DECA advisors is determined that spring means girls fights and PDA and she had to break up a fight yesterday and it was ridiculous. She just kept mumbling "spring is here." under her breath. Haha gotta love that women.

Ray J ft Yung Berg - Sexy Can I
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=RiQ7CksjI7I

This song reminds Courtney of the summer. Wtf? :P

Pass The Chocolate Covered Strawberry Icecream Plz

So another day and may I say I am being very commited to this blog over break. I just love being on it.
Hmmm well I was forced to play tennis today. See I thought I actually was gonna get a break today but no I was made to go to the public courts and play. My feet went numb and hurt like hell but oh dont worry about that cause we had to play. Psh whatever. I did get me some freaken good ice cream after though. It was Chocolate Covered Strawberry icecream and I just loved it and ate ALL of it. I am such a fattie.
So topic for the moment: Is confidence attractive to guys? I really dont know if it is or not. Like I am a aggressive, straight forward and, according to my friends, confident girl. Are these qualities attractive to guys? This is an interesting topic. Like I know what guys like physically. Not to sound dirty or whatever :P but I dont know what they like personality or character wise. I have so many guys issues its pathetic but I want all you lovies opinions.
My opinion really is that I can't change who I am and I wont change for a guy. A guy who truly loves or cares about you will love your personality and who you are regardless. The qualities that attract a guy I personally think change with the guy. Its like going back to the whole love being a game thing. The way the game is played matters on the guy and how strategic he is.

Soulja Boy Tell`em - Kiss Me Thru The Phone
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QhwQay4QiOw

I was singing to this song while driving today. Its the shit.

Ka pow!

I totally just played seven hours of tennis. Bloody hell I am tired but I needed the practice so its whatever.

OMG stalker alert. I have been stalked all day peoples. Weird guys at the tennis courts and now this freaky rapist-to-be from school. I am just going to get me a freaken bubble like in the movie Bubble Boy and just confine myslef cause there I feel as if my bubble is being invaded here.

Oh and just to inform everyone booty shorts make the world go round and if anyone objects then well they can just go suck it cause I am for cereal here.

Awww my friends dog is so precious. He just lays here all sweet next to me like the baby he is.

Oh! and apparently I have a smoking hot body. Yeah you wanna know where I heard this from? Like a bunch of my friends boyfriends friends. Ew. I am sorry but none of them are my type and, I have to be shallow here, cute. God help me.

Hmm and yes I would like to say I love seeing your comments on my blog. It just puts a smile on my face. You all are just beautiful.

The Maine- The Way We Talk

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=a8w8jlph8cg

Spring Break Baby!

Oh yes, I am officially on Spring Break and hell I gonna have fun with it! :D

Lots of Love to all you Spring Breakers out there.

There For Tomorrow - Pages
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2yqLPtRGfvo

Oh yes I am gonna rant about a guy while im on also. *cough cough* Ok well this guy who totally used me sits there today and goes on about how he is "watching a movie" with some fugly chic this weekend and how sexy she is. He knew I was right there and that I could hear him. His friends even were like man shut up. His friends knew for gods sake that I was hurt by this yet he didnt even think about it. I hate this guy so much. Why can't he just...well keep his distance. I keep mine. He should return the favor.

Let Us All Listen To The Wise Rock of Love Chic!

My perfect day at the moment would just be spending it with a group of friends who I know love and care about me regardless. A day at the beach to get a tan on my pale tennis muscles and to just relax and meet some cute boys. That sound SO nice right now....

I have no tennis practice for once, its astounding. I cant believe our coach actually gave us the day off. That like for real never happens but I dont mind having this day for sure. I got me a assload of hw. But yet I sit here typing away on this lovely blog of mine. I'm a smart one.

Whoops I should probably text my friend Hannah back....yet she doesnt seem that interested in talking to me so psh.

Ok random topic. Love is like a big game but why do guys insist on mkaing the game harder by adding twist and turns to the game board? They'll add a new rule or player and that game keeps getter harder and harder and you just cant quit cause the other players have you surrounded. You end up losing all your life and value in the game yet there you still sit on the gameboard helpless and lost until another player joins and comes and saves your ass. Its to much. It wasnt meant to be this complicated but guys make it that way. I am gonna pull a Ashley from Rock Of Love Bus and just go and say " I am now a lesbian cause its just simplier!" Ha not really but cmon when is my ass gonna get saved here?

I really like the song that just came on my ipod. I was singing it this morning walking around the weightroom. I just may put it on this post with my other song choice. So here ya lovelys go. TWO awesome songs.

Lady GaGa - Love Game

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=LLMJvVdS1go

*Stay Close, Don't Go - Secondhand Serenade*

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=n4BYUV8VOzI

"I won't settle. I wont settle.Oooh Yeah. " - KP

O_o ..........

I lost my doubles match today. This does not please me.

Oh! Yes I did make it as an alternate for DECA National Competition. Hell yeah baby.

Hmmm I am so spacey and lost today. I think its from a lack of sleep.

Dude why is it that guys think they can be your friend after they have used and hurt you???? Answer me this cause I cant bloody understand it.

Alright here's another song for all you dolls. Lots of love and excuse my lack of postage.

Ashlee Simpson - La La
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ZUeWqRzBPSU

Nationals baby! Oh and excuse all you rude people out there.

OMG. I got chosen to go to nationals! My friend Taylor texted me during my match yesterday and told me I got chosen to be in the Leadership Development Program. I was so excited I started jumping all around all loud and stuff. Which you are not supposed to do during a tennis mtach. But I was SO happy I didnt care. California here I come! Its gonna be so fun and this will look kick ass on any type of application. :) Oh geez I am happy.

So I did have a match yesterday and I played the most bitchy player eva. She was like I dont know what to do and what side do I go on? Wah Wah Wah. I am pretty darn positive she has been playing longer than me yet she acts like a lost two year old on the courts. Suck it up. But then we started playing and she is actually a decent player except she mental problems on the court. She starts out winning but oh excuse her she gets all mad when I win a set. And then she sends me evil twisted smiles when she gets a point. Bitch can go die. But I stayed cheery and happy and just bounced around the court with a smile on my face the whole time. Ya know what? I am sure she hated me for it and god do I love that.

New Found Glory - Iris
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=X80_smiZzck

Party Like A DECAstar!

Ello all! I am back from my DECA competition trip where although I had a fun time, lost in my category. :( -tear tear- BUT I had a great time anyway. I got to chill with the guys and order in takeout at our hotel. It was pretty freaken sweet considering we had like more than half the day free and we had no room restrictions. The only rule we had was that we had to be back in our rooms at twelve now I can work with that even though one would have been cooler.

When I found out my I didnt win in my category I was just so upset. I barely kept it together in the cermony. My friend Taylor was there for me though and I never appreciated him more. We became pretty close over this trip. You gotta love him. He held my hand and had his arm around me some of the night and worked to make me feel better even though he shouldve been celebrated since he got one of the biggest awards at competition.

I had lots of fun though the rest of the time. We played various cards games from presidents and as Matthew Maconghy -sp?- says in How To Lose A Guy In Ten Days BULLSHIT! haha we had a fun time with that one. We just went around saying buuulllllllshit! I had to babysit my roomie a bit since she kept getting drunk and high. Tsk tsk pathetic. But I worked out with the guys and Taylor would come and get me in the morning and we went to the hot tub and to go get coffee.

I loved the whole atmosphere of competition the business atire and the fresh smell of panty hose and monola heels in the morning. -jk jk- but it was cool. I felt as if I was doing something signfigant and I just loved it all. I am going next year and I cant wait. Also Taylor is my partner in my caetgory next year with this chic Britney. We are gonna rock it!

Shop Boyz - Party Like A Rock Star

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=cj63G4MZpms

Empty pages ready to be filled

Ive noticed on blogs that each person tells his or her own stories in their own special way. Whether its poetry or with rhythmic passion they speak up and share their story. I am a stright forward person and well I just type up my stories in that fashion. Straight to the point. I love that blogs are a persons way to express or to just vent. Its like how some people do yoga or drugs or ya know those people who are like addicted to tanning beds and are like orange? Yeah this is so much better and way more exspressive. But I just love that story aspect. I feel like im reading the climax of a story ever time I log on. I am a book junkie so I really enjoy that. Be a doll eveyrone and share your stories. It makes life freaken fabulous.


Natasha Bedingfield - Unwritten
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4lFXy5bIiSA

Eek! Birthday Time!

Ello all! BIRTHDAY ANNOUCMENT! Monday March 2nd was my Birthday. Hehe thought I would just share that little tidbit of information with everyone :D


Happy Birthday - The Beatles
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=glNjsOHiBYs


Haha oh man these guys sing this funny. Listen closely.................TO YOU.

Saltwater Wash Over

Ya know I absolutely love the song The Saltwater Room by Owl City. Its really nice and its calming to listen to in a way. But I was thinking about it and Saltwater although unpleasant is refreshing. Jumping into the ocean is like extending your arms open to an unknown world and when you jump into the bitter water you are refreshed and when you emerge from the water you just arnt the same. You are a new, exotic, adventurous spirit dying to feel the rush one more time. Over and over again. Its exhilarating. Thats how the ocean makes me feel.
I always loved that feeling of freedom and the unknown. I grew up in a very shletered home and the recklessness of the ocean grabs me. You never know what it may do. This attitude of mine makes me different from the rest of my family. I love to live for the moment and to take a leap of faith and dive into that saltwater. It may hurt when first thrashing into the wave but once it engulfs you and you just flow with the tide. The future is undecided and its thrilling. Life is a beautiful, crazy, rough, and timeless thing. It is worth every moment but dont expect it to be smooth. Flow with it though and let the tide take you where you are meant to go. I am a strong believer that everything happens for a reason. This has been hard for me to remember lately but trust me its a truthful reasoning.
I ask for all of you to just once take that dive into the the deep blue and experience the rush. You won't be dissappointed.


Owl City - The Saltwater Room
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=usR7mMHUhlY